😔😔😔 advice

Sooo I just wanna know is it stupid of me to miss someone you’ve been with for two years and had a daughter with but he was very abusive to me physically and mentally? And also really hurt at the fact that he has a baby on the way by the same person he cheated on you with?? 😫😫😔 I wish these feelings and love will go away for him cuz I really hate him! And by the way, no we don’t have no type of contact with each other even though we have a daughter together. He doesn’t wanna be in her life.