As I sit here waiting for the results of my ultrasound yesterday ,I already know it’s bad news the US tech hinted that the baby stopped growing at 6 weeks currently 8

Why is this happening again ..for the third time

I can’t help but feel super mad and jealous as I sit amongst these women who will get to enjoy their babies as they sit here with their beautiful bellies ..

Worst feeling ever is pretending to be okey as the dr tells you you lost the baby once again..

Feeling devastated right now .

Why even bother for a second child ?

Why does everyone say it should be ok ,since I already have 1 and some people don’t even get to have 1 . I wanted this baby and the last 2 !

Seriously starting to contemplate not even trying anymore . 😢