confused

Heather

so this is gonna be long just have alot going on need some advise on what to do..... so got divorce april 3 to my recent ex husband who i have 1 yr old baby boy with we went to court and he got full custody but then after we got divorced i meet someone else who is really amazing and treats me better then anyone else we current found out were pregnant this will be my third baby and last but after my divorce i left to stay with my bf and i told my parents if they can watch my daughter who is 4 her daddy is not in her life at all i have full custody of her but they didnt like the fact i was with a new guy already and staying with him but i told my parent i would come back and get her monday she had a doc app we fought and they told me no they didnt know this guy and they didnt feel she was safe when all her life i took care of her. so me and my ex husband did our taxes together well my dad who had the avalible fund in his bank to cash it so we all meet up and so we split the money of course he got his half i never got mine my dad told me i would have to wait till monday and so my dad told my ex husband what i was doing that i was with another man that my divorce was not finaly yet that if i keep it up he would take me to court and my dad be on his side i was pissed so as days went by i keep asking to get elizabeth keep driving by there house i called the cops the cops didnt do shit they were never home keep running off so they order a tem hearing so did my ex husband so i got in the mail that both hearsing for both babies i lost my job so went to court they tried to say i was unable to take care of the babies that i was unfit when i dont do drugs that yes for the time being i lost my job so my partent got temp custudy elizabeth and my ex got temp custody of hunter they gave me 90 days to get a job and get my own house so i get the babies every other weekend and elizabeth every wed so court is next month and i still dont have a job no house im currently living with my real mom yes im adobted and my bf lives with me no im not leaving him i love him but anyway everyweekend or every wed i got to my parents house they begg for me to sign rights over i cry every time they do i say what kind of mom do you think i am they say i cant take care of her there scared for her and the invorment so they have alot alot alot of money they threatn me with court and how i will lose that i just need to sign my rights over which just hurts so bad im so depressed there trying to make deals with me saying i need help i have a man problem they would send me to a program that would help me they would pay for it of course they are very controlling... im just worried about it i dont wanna sign my rights over but i know im gonna lose in court he is giving me till this weekend to let me him know..... im so beyond depressed and im prego im 5 weeks and like 2 days it hurts so bad to know im gonna lost her ethier way and my baby boy its like i lost them to death it hurts so bad im so lost what to do plz help?