Stupid

Tonight I felt so lonely and anxious and needed someone to talk to that i reached out to an old shit friend just so i could vent and have some type of communication. My boyfriend was busy sleeping or whatever and plus he had a stressful day anyways so i figured i wouldn't bother him but now im just pissed at life and overall unhappy with everything, on top of being mad at myself that i talked to a crappy ex friend. I'm stupid. They became an ex friend for a reason.