Alone, fed up & depressed

Here I go again moaning about my life. Being a single mum for a year with no friends or social life !

Never had a day off to pamper myself, I dont get child support so I can never afford luxuries and that includes new jeans cause mine are ripped or small.

I feel fat when I know I dont look that fat, undressed in the mirror.

I just have lost all confidence in myself and I have a rubbish wardrobe.

When a guy does come into my life no one can exactly babysit which will just make everything abit difficult and on top of all of that in my head deep down I’ll think what I always think which is “ I should be in America right now, being a proper family but no my husband got abusive and I had no choice but to leave. Now I’m in this shit situation”

I was going to workout tonight but I’ve lost all motivation. I feel fat when I’m bloated I always insult myself, nothing looks nice on me i think the nicest thing about me is my sense of humour... maybe.

What do I do?

I’ll show a picture of my body underneath and please please no hate. This isn’t for attention I’ve been depressed for months.

But this is me bloated 🔽🔽🔽