can YOU see it???

omg ive been very tired and just overly emotional like fighting for no reason and that always happens when im pregnant! i dont think you can see it i took so many pictures but i thought i was crazy and i asked my husband and he said he can see it too! im 9dpo we have been trying for hardcore opk for 6mo. if we get pregnant or not for 8mo and no protection for 18mo. we had a chemical in jan. i really wanna be pregnant with my last baby before dec. jan2019 marks no more kids for me.with school and new job finally in my career. i have to much plus im gonna be 31. this is the last yr for a baby