Honestly getting so frustrated :( me and my so have been trying for about 2 years now, have not yet to go see a fertility doctor (issues with my old gyno, long story) but I'm just getting so angry! I'm sure I'm not alone with this, like I just wanna give up and say f*ck it, that's when I happens for most people! But even then I'm still thinking about it I'm still aware of my symptoms and my fertile window, and stuff like that. So it's hard to just "forget". I just know when I feel different, I experienced a chemical a few months ago. I think I'm having all the symptoms that could finally lead to my bfp and then I take the test and it's like a slap in the face 😡 I'm just angry and upset, I'm not out yet this cycle but it's taking a toll on me right now