Help me

Alena

My boyfriend wants to have kids and we are only 14-15. Both of are parents are okay with it. And want us to have children now too. That will help pay for the kid and everything thing. And my parents said my boyfriend could stay with us to if we had a kid. I sorta want a kid but I don’t at the same time Bc they are a lot of work . And sometimes alt of pain plz help me . What should I do ? I don’t want every one to be mad or disappointed at me