Friday I went to the doctor for a pap-smear and a get a call later saying my suspicions were right and I’m PREGNANT! The doctor wanted

Me stop taking my meds immediately as they weren’t good for the baby! And they were going to try and get me in to see an OB this week.

Saturday I was light bleeding nothing serious, I called the off duty nurse who said don’t worry yet but If things get worse to go to the ER.

I woke up this morning to use the bathroom and Let’s say it was worse. I spent 3 hours in the ER before the doctor told me my hormone levels were at a 5 and they should be higher and there was no indication of me being pregnant at all. However he said, I’m not saying you weren’t or there isn’t one but we couldn’t detect anything.

I don’t think I’ve ever been more upset in my life to be so happy and torn about the same thing in such a short amount of tome.

I started writing to the baby the day I found about about him/her and today I’ll have to write goodbye 💔 my pic below might be all bloat but these were the best 4 days knowing i was going to be a mommy. Until next time my baby love 🧡