Ectopic Pregnancy Discovered at 7 Weeks

So woke up Monday night in excruciating pain and rushed to the ER. They did an ultrasound where they confirmed I was exactly 7 weeks. I was able to see and hear the heartbeat. They then proceeded to tell me that the pregnancy was ectopic and that they would have to perform emergency surgery to remove the baby. After surgery the doctor told me that I had made it to the hospital just in time as my right Fallopian tube where the baby was had begun to rupture causing internal bleeding and that it had been removed due to the extent of damage to it. I literally just had to kill my perfectly healthy baby. I am at such a loss. I have no plans of trying again as this was devastating. I will never be able to forget the look and sound of my baby heart beat. I plan on getting back on birth control as soon as I get the ok from my doctor.