I’m in my TWW and have been trying so hard to be patient and trying so hard not to imagine symptoms. For example I’ve been very tired, of course I automatically think it’s a symptom. But my real issue is I made the mistake of testing this morning and I’m only 5 dpo. I told myself “don’t do it! If you do it don’t get your hopes up. It’s way too early”. Sure enough, it came out negative, clear as day. I tell myself not to get sad. But, of course I feel sad. Sometimes I think I subconsciously get this way so that I don’t get my hopes up. So that the hurt doesn’t hurt quite as much. Ughhhh