Our first ever miscarriage.

In 12 week scan today, we found out our excitement would become tears, a bunch of why's and if's. It's been dead inside my fiancé for 4 weeks 4 days now. She is still having symptoms. What kind of cruel shit is this? You people that have had this happen to you once or more... How do we get through this? I know time heals all but... This is messed up. I learned a lection here... Don't get excited before the 12 weeks are up and after the scan. Even got a nickname... Bye Olive. You will be in my heart. The excitement you gave us was plenty of good. You aren't gone in vain.