Second thoughts about ttc?

Bailey • Ava Madeline🧸 07/23/2020🌈 IVF baby

Does anyone ever have second thoughts about ttc. We finally are stable in our new house At first I was like I’m so excited but then my friend brought over her baby and he was so fussy and threw up and wouldn’t stop crying. And I was like oh my goodness can I handle that?

It makes me regret and not want to try but I do want to anyways. Did anyone feels this way and did you change your mind?

I’m on cycle 2 of ttc and I swear I love kids to death but sometimes I see the way some kids act and I’m like I don’t know if I want to try anymore. But then I see some babies and kids and I’m like id love to have that.

Any thoughts?