I want to be with someone but I’m impatient

I want passion and love sooooo badly 😭 every summer I feel so lonely and just wish i had someone to spend my time with

I’m so tired of waiting for a good thing to come along like it’s summer I want to be with someone and kiss them under the fireworks and go to feasts and on rides with and just hold them and do long walks on the beach :(( like it’s so hard I just want someone to talk to and cheer me up and all my friends are either dating or in a casual thing meanwhile I can’t even talk confidently to a guy I’m so tired of looking because when i like someone they never like me back or they like my friends like I’m always overlooked and it makes me feel not good enough and lowers my self esteem because all my friends are so far experienced in love and stuff and I can barely make eye contact with a guy without feeling insecure like I’m 16 and haven’t kissed anyone and it makes me sad because I would like to do those things but with the right or decent person but those are rare around here and i’m probably overthinking and putting too much pressure and high standards on guys that it’ll never happen

:(( #teamsinglelifeforever