Help! Testing on & off; vvfl

Hi ladies, I was needing some advice or similar stories. I’ve been testing on and off for the past 2 weeks and I’ve gotten the faintest lines (almost looks like a shadow, but there) all within the time frame. I’ve used several different test and they all have the same outcome. I’d say about 5 have been negative; and the rest the rest the faintest of lines, i have noted it seems more noticeable at night vs with FMU. I know I should go get a blood test, but my insurance is inactive at the moment😣...anyone have similar situations? —my periods are very irregular as well, I’m on CD 57 as of today 😣

Last nights test; picture taken within time frame

This mornings test; also taken within time frame..

maybe I’m just going crazy haha 🤣😬