Losing my mind - depression at 40 wks

Today is my due date and still nothing. I have had feelings of depression for over a week now and they’re just getting worst. I want bubs here so bad but my midwife just seems to have been ignoring me asking for help until I basically forced her to care yesterday - they won’t induced me until the 12th June but I’m going to be a wreak by then. She even suggested putting me on medication to which I obviously said no. 😡 I don’t want to feel so sad right before heading into motherhood but it’s just getting worse 😞