Every one has a story 03/30/2018

On February 2 Nd I found out I was pregnant everything was going good early March I took a trip to the er was haveing pain nothing big they told me everything was ok baby looked fine heart beat was good to go home on March 21 I had a second ultrasound done by my obgyn that’s when she told me the horrible news that my baby didn’t have a heart beat it killed me in side hearing that I cried I didn’t want to believe her since she was a new doc I got a second opinion where they confirmed that he was gone 9weeks and 1 day I cried so my obgyn scheduled a d&c; to take the baby out I trusted her to do her job I went in and had the procedure done on March 27 th the day I hated the most as she told my mom that everything was out she took the bby I was crushed hurting a day later I finally stopped and accepted that my baby won’t be here anymore only in my heart when the 29 th of March I woke up with real bad cramps and bleeding passing big clots and then stopped so i didn’t think it was anything to worry about untile the next morning I was a horrible pain 2 am haveing contractions and bleeding bad I was scared went to the er they told me everything is normal to have bleeding sent me home later on I called the oncall still in pain and bleeding she told me to go back to the hospital before getting there what I thought was a clot from the procedure wasn’t it was my baby still in the sac and connected to me I fell apart I cried on my bath room floor it’s like my heart fell apart all over again I put the baby in a container with water my angle will forever be in my heart 03/30/2018