Can I just vent to my ladies here

Before I got pregnant I was 115, I am 31 weeks and now am 155, I’m so depressed I have cellulite covering my legs, thighs, butt, arms, even shoulders, back, I have bright red strech marks climbing up my sides and making a home on my thighs, I’m so uncomfortable I always wear a sweatshirt because I feel so ugly and depressed and I am so body conscious everyone’s saying I’ll go right back after I have my daughter but I’m so scared i won’t I’d do anything for my body back right now this is such a struggle for me.