i had my miscarriage on mothers day and its still hard, i get depressed and stuff, but we are fighting all of it trying to stay positive and go back to our lives piece by piece. we named the baby and all just because. but we sat down and discuss and decided to try to have a baby since we lost the first one and we werent even trying. but eventhough im about to get cleared to start trying im scared.. im scared that the same thing will happen again... im terrified. and i havent told my bf bc i dont want to scare him.. i dont know what to do, i want my baby so bad, but i couldnt handle loosing more.