We’re trying for our 1st and have been TTC since January. I miscarried at 5 weeks back in March. Although I consider it a miscarriage I’m finding it hard to say the actual word or really talk to anyone about it. The only people who know are my sister and my husband. He says because it was so early that he doesn’t really think of it as such a big loss, but more of a false positive.

Meanwhile I can’t stop thinking about it and I feel like I’m being bombarded with happy pregnancy announcements from tons of our friends and family. It’s so hard to be happy for others when I’m so disappointed and angry at my body.