Porn???

ok, I know this sounds dumb,but I really want to watch porn while masturbating but I'm scared my mom will find out if I do. I'm super paranoid when it comes to that stuff, but I really do want to watch it. I know how to clear my browser history and watch history and such, but I'm still scared she'll find out because she works with computers all day. I know I'm being super paranoid 😂what should I do??