I hate tf outta myself

I can’t go a day without someone making fun of my teeth or weight. I currently have braces and I chose to set my profile pic of me smiling with my teeth. My teeth are still gapped but I had braces.

I got comments about how my teeth are still fucked up. Along with comments about my weight because my face is fatter outside of Facebook. And to make it worse my boyfriend didn’t even like the picture. And he never post me I feel so ugly. I wish I could just be a pretty girlfriend for him.

I’m trying my hardest to lose weight but I always fucking fail. I’ve been going through hell this entire year. I can never be proud of myself I haven’t relapsed in 4 years. I was proud of myself. Now it’s all coming back to me. I just want to be happy with myself but it’s seems like I never deserved it.