35 Weeks Pregnant & Single

this whole time. The dad was abusive and I refused to stick around or keep him around. I get so sad sometimes because well, I choose to stay single and focus on me and my baby ... but, sometimes it would just be nice to have a loving husband and father who takes care of me. This pregnancy has been soo hard, physically. Sometimes, I don't even want to pull myself out of bed or the bathtub or go make cereal for myself or whatever, like sometimes I just wish I did have that love and support from a man (not the father obviously, but someone who is nice & cares). I'm not really looking for answers or advice, I'm okay single and it's a choice I've made .. It's just, there are those times lol I have my mom, but it truly, truly, truly is NOT the same lol