I feel like a baby lol

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I honestly feel like a baby but I don’t care I honestly can’t sleep unless my SO is in bed asleep or at least on the bed he works nights so normally I don’t go to sleep til he’s home between 2-7am depends on which shift he worked but tonight he’s working from 5am Tuesday to 7-8am Wednesday which is now today lol so I can’t sleep and he said he’s shocked I’m still awake I can’t help it and it sucks im tired but can not sleep without him near me