Help...or something

Period “5” days late ..but not sure if that’s correct based off the last two periods before that were irregular and I just got off birth control in February . I don’t want to test and get a negative and if my period is going to come I wish it would hurry up so I can get to trying again. I’ve had bloating , sore boobs , slight cramps here and there but nothing that says go take a test ...I’m ready for my rainbow baby ,

Anyways just going crazy at one in the morning and I hope all the women trying the best of luck.