i dont mean to sound like a cry baby but i have no one to talk to .

I am currently 14 weeks pregnant and i have HG while the last few months have felt like a horror movie I am now able to keep a little food down and I ate a meal for the first time in months yesterday . I am so sick I can barely get out of bed ..I can't go anywhere without water or a barf bag with me even just walking taking a step makes me want to vomit everywhere . I have no appetite and nothing ever looks good or sounds good to eat smells make me sick thinking about eating makesvme sick. and I have dizzy spells . I am hoping it gets better so I can start working again . I have lost my job due to being so sick . And I can barely even clean round the house . I try my hardest to get up and at least do something . My last pregnancy I was able to do it all and I was confident with this pregnancy I would be able to do it again but I was wrong my body had other plans for me. And suffering from HG makes me never wanna fall pregnant again . Not to mention I am alone all by myself all day long . I'm trying to find it in me to work cause I just feel so useless and depressed but just walking outside or doing laundry makes me super exhausted ! And the only way I'm able to make it through the day is cause im on around the clock nausea pills I've lost nearly 36 pounds since the start of my pregnancy . And I just feel so miserable all I wanna do is cry and I wonder when this is gonna be over or how I'm gonna get through it . I'm so done with this pregnancy already .