I'm tired of my husband

i feel bad for typing this but im tired of my husband and his family. esp his mom! they are the type of people who talk shit about everyone and think they are better than people. also blame everyone else for whatever goes wrong with their life's. one of his brothers literally gossips like a teenage girl but he's 26 and his wife ugh she act's nice to my face but talks shit behind my back. I get short tempered with my husband because 8yrs of dealing with them I'm just fed up. I'm kind of over him he's always complaining. doesn't want me to work so i can watch the kids because he doesn't want to pay for child care till i get my first check. but he won't leave me any money to get the things we need for the house or kids. i don't even ask him for anything for myself i already no him and his family will call me a gold digger and who knows what else. I have to literally wait till the weekend so he can go out and get what he decides he wants to get and it's so annoying because he usually comes back with nothing but what he wants. he only pays 300 rent because i do side jobs to pay the rest of the rent he will never put anything in foe the house amd whenever his cars break he waits for my dad or brother in law to fix it. its so annoying