I Need To Vent

I feel like I’m falling apart... but I can’t.

I can’t be allowed to fall apart because I’m carrying life... right?

Be strong and don’t let your crown fall!

How can I keep my head up when I carry tons of weight on my shoulders?

How can I hold my crown on while I’m holding everything single thing that comes my way?

Stop.

Stop comparing me to every other pregnant woman in America.

“You’re too emotional”

“You’re too early to show”

“You need to (insert a comment that will just push me lower than I already am)”

Just. Stop.

I’m trying my best.

I’m trying for me and my miracle of a baby.

So... stop.