Hoping for a positive pregnancy test

So I’m really hoping I get a positive test instead of a negative me and my bf have being trying for 8 months now and nothing has happened. Our 1 year anniversary is June 14 and my period is also do on that day but for the last couple of weeks I have been having cramps way to early for AF and I been sleeping a lot and so has he lol, so I’m hoping when I test that I get a positive so I can surprise him for our anniversary..... fingers crossed imma test in a few days is so hard waiting because I just don’t want to see a negative test 🤞🏽🤞🏽