Learning to love myself even though the bs...

My husband left Monday after a misunderstanding it's now Friday I don't know how much more I can take. I just want him home with me but I can't force him to be there as for little loves I don't want them to see me and their daddy fight but now he hasn't been responding to any of my messages or calls it just makes me sad that I now have to parent as a single mom even though I'm married.... But I'm picking up the pieces I have a interview sometime soon and I'll be okay my heart is broken and I probably will take him back but I don't want the in and out it's not good either..

.. I'm keeping my head up and smiling even though I feel like I'm dying inside 😭 I now have to save up for a truck etc... I love him so much and I'm willing to sacrifice anything but my happiness or thoughts should matter too... Happy weekend