I found out that I’m pregnant earlier this week. I went ahead and told my husband and he’s over the moon excited. I had a miscarriage a little over a year ago, TTC again for 6 months and now I’m 5 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby. I was so excited to start trying again and be pregnant again but since I’ve found out, I can hardly eat or sleep and all I’ve done is lay around (if I’m not at work) because my anxiety has been so bad. My husband keeps trying to talk to me about being excited and I just always shut it down and just say “if it works out”. Also, I know I should go to the doctor but I’ve been procrastinating because I don’t want to hear bad news. I just keep testing to keep clarifying that I am indeed pregnant. Any advice on how to survive these next few weeks of my first trimester? When does it get easier and when is it okay to start feeling excited?