awardkard first time trying for a baby!

Trista

My husband and myself decided we want to try for a baby. We both jump into bed and it instantly got awkward we have been together for 9 years married 1. We both felt like we were so careful not to get pregnant but now we were ready. We kept trying to do the normal stuff that gets us excited but nothing. We kept smiling and giggle like it was our first time ever at sex. I didn't even orgasm because it was so different. usually it's hot hot sex. which I thought it would be like this time. after we were done. We could tell we were being off to eachother so he played our wedding song and we danced to it to clam the mood and bring back the love. after that we watched a good "love romance movie" anyone's first time conceiving like ours? I want to make sure I'm not the only one!