Losing hope

My name is Andrea. I am 34 years old. I have been trying to conceive for 8 years. I have been pregnant 6 times however have no children with having had 3 miscarriages and 3 ectopic pregnacys. I have lost my right tube due to a rupture of ectopic pregnancy. I have seen 2 specialist, taken various fertility medications, had an Unsuccessful IUI, and also had IVF with no success. I cannot afford IVF again, and am losing all hope. All I want is to be a mommy 😢