Idk what I am...

Okay so I have a daddy thing (I just like calling my big daddy, that’s it) and I’ve realised, sometimes I have moments where I kinda act like a little kid (like I get cranky or when I get tired) and idk what it is because that’s usually around the time I can get really horny.

I don’t think I’m a little, I don’t act like a 2-5 year old, is more like a 7-8 maybe 9 year old.

I just need help because I don’t know what I am or what to do.