How to find a MMF threesome?

I’m not normally that into hookups or anything like that. However, I have a huge interest in having a MMF threesome. If two men were in a relationship and looking for a female third, that would be the ideal scenario. I have a lot of gay male friends (who I am not romantically or sexually attracted to), but we do spend a lot of time around other gay men, and I’m a little embarrassed to say that I often find some of them really attractive. Gay porn is kind of a turn on for me, and putting myself in a sexual relationship with them is like my biggest fantasy. So how do I go about making my dreams come true...? Can anyone else relate or am I just crazy?