Impatient excited and scared all in one

WARNING.. this is just a silly rant ... horrible grammar below i just needed to type these feelings and get it out

I am so excited to meet my little girl!

But lately I’ve been thinking about ... wow once i push her out ... I’m going to have to take her home and then watch her and dedicate all my time to her and i have to say... I’m a tad frightened... this is my husband and i first child and we just got married and I’m also a military wife so he’s at work 5am-5pm sooo it’s just scary that I’ll be by myself all that time with my little one.. I’m all the way in Maryland away from home on a base i know no one.... BUT I’m still so excited i can’t wait and i know we will be amazing parents it’s just a huge life change i remember i always wanted to be a mother so don’t get me wrong this is truly my dream come true especially with this man he is impeccable i love him so much he loves me with all his soul it’s honestly breathtaking I’m so happy to start our own family... i wouldn’t change a thing just the closer it gets the more it hits me .. i guess what I’m really trying to say is i hope i don’t f**k it up