Help?!

So You guys know what it’s like in the work place when you have a chronic illness but I’m getting to a point where I have 2 panic attacks before I even get into work.

I don’t want to lose my job it’s a good wage but they treat me like crap. My manager will be nice as pie to everyone else but she treats me like something on the bottom of her shoe, she snaps at me and makes me feel more like a burden than a person.

I don’t need any help with feeling like that I look in the mirror most mornings and that feeling pops up.

It’s not even like I’m bad at my job. Hell I’d even say I’m really good at my job but I don’t know if I can go on feeling like this.

I’m contemplating quitting. I’ve already started looking for something else I just don’t know what to do. Help please?