Why am I so bitter?

Hi guys,

I personally just need a little rant with no judgment and I feel down know I’m being selfish as hell but I can’t help it!

I’m in a long committed relationship and have been for 5 years, previously I’ve had an eptopic pregnancy with resulted in me loosing my right tube! This was 6 years ago......

6 YEARS!!!!!!!!! I’ve had unprotected sex ever since and nothing at all!

All my friends are finding out there pregnant and a few of them are even considering abortion!!!!

Is it so bad that I want to rip everyone’s head off right now?

I just really want a baby, I’ve tried everything!

I wish someone could help me 😢😢