My BFN sad story

So today after work I decided to rush to the pharmacy and get a pregnancy test because I’ve been feeling weird over the past few days . I got home , quickly dropped everything , took my pt and ran to the bathroom... well I did the whole testing procedure, as I was waiting for the results I wiped my Vg and boom!!! A mother Fucken F !! Bright red and a little cloth even 😭😭😭. I’m defeated... it’s been 6 months TTC and screw it I give up 💔.