Lost my appetite

I think this is becoming a problem. Between having to eat low carb for gestational diabetes and seeing a small weight gain for the pregnancy I feel like I’m falling back into my disordered eating habits from college.

People keep saying I’m “all belly” and that makes me feel like when people used to tell me I looked like I lost weight or that I was so thin. I just don’t know how to balance my health and my self esteem right now.

I’m trying but i feel so badly for my husband. I just feel his worry and I don’t know how to fix this. I thought I had grown past this but I just feel myself slipping back.