So, I work at a bank and my career could have gone one of two ways: 1)

take one job that pays about $14 an hour, let's me work 40 hrs on a flexible schedule for two years so I can go back to school and get my Bachelor's OR take job 2 that would eventually pay me about $20 an hour in two years with no flexibility in my schedule to go to school. It's going to take me two years to get my degree, so I talked about it with my SO for a while and he was really set on me talking job 2 because we're going to try and get custody of his son and we need the money.

The thing is, I wouldn't have been happy in job 2 and job 1 let's me go to school. I felt like job 1 was the choice I needed to make and now my SO is saying, "I just know you're going to hate this job, it's the same thing day in and day out... job 2 would have given you variety in the work day and paid you more and you know we need the money" and now I'm getting super depressed and my anxiety is getting worse...I just want him to accept that I'm happy here for now and it's going to help with school. I was so excited and now I just don't care or really feel anything.

Anyway, I'm sure no one is interested in reading this, which is fine, I just need somewhere I could go to get it off my chest.