My boyfriend makes me super lustful

I’m not wanting to have sex or go to far for awhile and he’s 100% okay with that!

he’ll kiss my neck and I’ll struggle not to moan.

lately when I’m sitting on his lap-if he decides to kiss my neck and I start getting really turned on he’ll start grabbing my butt and making me grind on him and I can’t help but moan... it’s so embarrassing! But I find it really hot and want more and just-aaaaa-I wanna get him back but I don’t know how!!!