Body count

I’ve had a rough life and I feel like I asleep around a lot, I’ve been having sex for 3 years and I’m 16 and my body count is 9.. I’ve never slept with someone I didn’t personally know most of them I dated and other times I was drunk and really didn’t have the mind set, I feel like found the right guy and he’s so sweet but he’s a virgin and I wish I didn’t lose my v card now... should I be disappointed in myself with my body count?