I'm new to this group..

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Hi everyone! I'm very new to miscarriages but I'm glad I found this group. I'm TTC #1 with my fiancé. We miscarried in April at 4w6d. We got pregnant right away in May and were thrilled! We even told family (bad idea). We miscarried again at 4w3d. I'm currently 6 days away from AF and have been testing like a freak for days... I'm so scared to lose another one. How do you guys deal with that??