16 weeks and still nervous

Kaitlin • Married 💍 👧🏼 2 MCs👼👼 🌈 due 11/27/2018 with another 👧🏼

I’m 16 weeks and so far everything has been perfect. I still have this feeling any moment it will all be taken away. I’m hesitant to get excited or talk about the baby coming. And I still feel jealous of my friends who are having their babies. I feel like a bad mom and bad friend. When will these feelings go away 😞