husband lying about breasts?

im a A cup, and my husband told me its perfect and he likes small boobs exactly like mine. i got pregnant, and my breast did got bigger to a B cup, he said to me that he doesnt like that my boobs are getting bigger. however, they shrunk after having engorged breast from giving birth. he was so into it and wanted to massage it. not only that, he checks out women w big boobs, like around B to C cups. the women in the porn he watches also have big boobs! now i feel like he doesnt even like my boobs and is only saying what i want to hear.