Feeling some kind of way😁

I am not trying to count down on my TWW,  however a co-worker came to my office with her 2month old son.  I just wanted to take him and run lol.... Now I am feeling some kind of way, wishing it will be me soon.  The only thing I have to look forward to is that I have an appt. on the 15th for the fertility doctor and my cycle suppose to be here on the 16th,  so aleast if I am not preggers I can start my fertility treatments.  Trying not to drive myself crazy during the TTC but it is hard as hell.