Any help please..

Lori

Soooo I dunno what’s wrong with me. I’m 14 and I’m not allowed to go to a counsellor or psychologist. I don’t cut but I injure myself intentionally. I don’t purge but I restrict my eating. I rarely sleep. I love public speaking and debating but I can’t handle talking up in class or with my family or friends. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I’m so confused.