Fathers Day (more venting than ranting...)

Well, here it is. Fathers Day. I’ve been dreading this day since last Fathers Day... this is the second Fathers Day without my dad, but it’s my husbands very first.

People told me the first holidays hurt, but the second ones hurts worse. I thought it was bull, but they were so right...

I don’t want to ruin my husbands first Father’s Day so I’m getting all of this out on here before I explode into a crying mess later today. Just needed to get this out. 😔

Thanks for reading if you do.