Can’t shake the worry

Currently 4 weeks 6 days with baby #1. Had an ectopic pregnancy last March and can’t seem to shake my worry. Last time I started bleeding the day after I got my positive test, that hasn’t happened this time so I’m trying to remain hopeful but it’s so hard.

How you ladies pass the days!? I’m trying not to think too much about and remain hopeful but.....

My husband even said it’s hard to be excited when you don’t know what the outcome is going to be. I hate that we both feel like this. 😩